Will Dance for Shopping Money

one way to drive the blues away: dance it, rock it like there's no tomorrow.

currently swaying to the way i are, shut up and let me go, glamorous and disturbia. one of the perks of not having the bosses around is that i am able to turn up the music. the silence and emptiness is deafening so it's quite nice to have danceable music to keep me company. but no, i am not giving the public a full show.

more partying later. yes, it's friday! happy weekend! *big grin*

Feeling the Blues. Blues, Blues

i've been feeling very melancholic lately. and it's not even because i am broke! i feel sad. i feel lonely despite having raf with us now. this started when my parents and andi left. and for a while, i thought it's just one of those drama queen moments. i may be just homesick. i tried writing to take my mind off this weird sadness but it creeps back again, taunting, testing my patience. even the thought of shopping for gifts failed to brighten my spirits. and that's when i realized that no, this will not just go away until i acknowledge it. until i tell myself that yes, i am sad. boo hoo sad.

ate ai told me once that sadness, like happiness, should also be embraced because that's when and how we'll value the good and happy moments of our lives.

so maybe i'd be in this state for a while. i am sad but i am not miserable so wallowing in this thick soup of coldness isn't really something to be worried about. my happiness is just vacationing somewhere. i should learn to let it go sometimes.

I'm Supposed to be On Blog Leave But...

i just want to take off

The Bell Jar
The Tale of Beedle the Bard
Nights in Rodanthe

from my wish list. Santa came in very early this year! :) thankies muchos!

now, andi and raf and my parents are here! *happy happy grin* will post new stuff next week. i just have to finish my christmas shopping and christmas mailing list first. or else, they'd never make it on time for three kings. hahaha.