Feeling the Blues. Blues, Blues
i've been feeling very melancholic lately. and it's not even because i am broke! i feel sad. i feel lonely despite having raf with us now. this started when my parents and andi left. and for a while, i thought it's just one of those drama queen moments. i may be just homesick. i tried writing to take my mind off this weird sadness but it creeps back again, taunting, testing my patience. even the thought of shopping for gifts failed to brighten my spirits. and that's when i realized that no, this will not just go away until i acknowledge it. until i tell myself that yes, i am sad. boo hoo sad.
ate ai told me once that sadness, like happiness, should also be embraced because that's when and how we'll value the good and happy moments of our lives.
so maybe i'd be in this state for a while. i am sad but i am not miserable so wallowing in this thick soup of coldness isn't really something to be worried about. my happiness is just vacationing somewhere. i should learn to let it go sometimes.
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i have learned to ignore sadness.. i look for things that makes me happy (bisag gamay). try the gratitude list thing, it helps.
hugs kaith, i hope you'll feel better soon. i'm going through a similar thing here, what with us spending the holidays all by our lonesome.
hi kaith=)let me tell you that sometimes, the blues just hit us...esp when were soo busy and some of our love ones are somewhere else...dont worry, it will soon pass...for the meantime, share with us your blues, and hopefully we can tickle you pink in return:-) *hugs*
@ Mai: it's weird but i feel like wallowing lately mai. haha. mura cge man gd ko tingsi the past weeks. thank you. :)
@ Patricia: yeah, i guess homesickness makes it worse. hehe. HUGS back pat.
@ photosandmemos: lagi, feeling nako chel na-sad ko samot sa kadaghang buhaton! haha. salamat, salamat. HUGS back to u. kalayo naabtan sa akong hugs doh. singapore and UK. hehe.
same here. same feeling. haha. wala ta mahimo, pero kabay pa nga matapos na kay gaburingot na ko :D
@ tinay: appear chai! me too, since i've been feeling the dumps, ga-cge na lang ko sinuplada. hehe. oist, madayon ka d???
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