If Only I Could

one thing i don't like being a "grown up" is that you have to make a lot of decisions and choices - painful, difficult, and maybe unfair to some, choices. but then, that's life. it's either you or them. your family or them. and yes, it would always be me and my family over them. family comes first. and somebody has to make that sacrifice. somebody has to be that sacrificial lamb. in my heart i know, i am doing the right thing. so help me God.