Kiss-ing Friday Goodbye

spent a good part of my afternoon with K, a very good friend who's also ilongga and andi's godmother. we've always been close, despite not seeing each other so much. i can tell her everything! and lately, we share so much in common aside from being hinawayons and maldita. hahaha.

as always, there's coffee and something to eat on the table and the conversations would center around our children, fashion, our lovelives and some things i shouldn't be writing about here. *evil laugh* we usually have the same dilemmas and rants so we understand each other perfectly.

she tells me, "al, you must really kick ass because even people you don't know hate you."

it's not as if i am proud that people see me as this bitch and all. it's just quite annoying that somebody who i don't even know personally (meaning, it doesn't exist in my world) would have the gall to send me something so horrible. for me, i don't really care how people think of me when they see my maldita face or read my irate posts. maybe a few years ago, i would. but now, nah. what matters to me is how the people i care about think of me. they know me better than anyone else. they know me beyond this blog.

amazingly enough though, i can only count with my two hands (at least, those that i know) those people who can't stand me. my mother has always been happy how strangers would often come up to her to ask about me, as to where i am now and how she must be so proud of me because i am known to be friendly and smart and active in school activities. that was why it was quite a controversy when i got pregnant before getting married because well, they just didn't expect me to be in that situation. and that my dear friends, is the reason why bad things, accusations and insults hardly frazzle me. for every one person who badmouths me, five would defend me. and yes, i have all the bragging rights because i have proof. and well, this is my blog. it's not called kaithuninterrupted for nothing. :D

i am just happy tonight to be able to spend time with K. and somehow, to re-affirm my personality, my kaithy-ness. or rather, my alveel-ness, because that's how she calls me.

ah. it's a friday. and by tomorrow, i'd have my husband to snuggle and cuddle with for two days. who cares if we're broke? ain't life grand? :)